The past 2 years- Rambling and more
In speaking of the events of the last two years, one major emotion that runs through me is one of anger. It has taken me many months to recognize it and even then I told myself that I was no longer angry but just upset at the turn things had taken. If you are guessing that the pandemic has something to do with my emotion, you won't be wrong but it is also something else. I had the opportunity to be a part of a new community and spent many hours during the pandemic with them. The first thing I recognized was not the warm welcoming smiles for the truth be told these were few and far in between but the one prevalent theme and one wall I walked into was the hostility and the disdain if you may of people in this community and it stunned me. It not only stunned me, but it took me to a new low. I have started at least 5 variations of this post in the past 2 years. Once or twice before the pandemic an then at least 2 times during it. I am still nowhere close to knowing anymore than I did ...